- I was young and I was having fun in my life suddenly my life changed when i fell in love with someone Whom I just met on Facebook. We were in love everybody said you should meet him first but I denied and fixed my wedding against my parents wish . I was happy. But on the first day of my wedding I realised My husband was late for dinner…I thought it must be his friends who forced him to stay for wedding party….still I was waiting …he came with full hangover on the first night of wedding….it was really irritating..then I thought Maybe its just the one day …no it was not every single day spent with one full bottle of whiskey…saying we are punjabis we drink …I was feeling like I am the stupidest things person in the world I didn’t listened to my parents ….I went back to canada after 15 days of my wedding then everything went normal …After 3 months I invited my husband to canada ….I was slowly understanding him and his behaviours because what I expected at the starting he was not the one it took me crazy as Whole day I was thinking that what if I obeyed my parents. My life would be different as an independent girl …now I had responsibilities of two families on me …I was feeling really frustrated as my husband didn’t asked me to go out for a dinner he always wanted a girl like who obeys him and follows his instructions only . That was not me… I couldn’t share with my parents because They told me not to get married early…When I see couples around me they talk to each other and understand each other I feel like maybe I don’t deserve that ….he is not always bad to me he is nice on some occasions but mostly he loves his alcohol because when I try to stop him he starts counting my mistakes that are meaningless…sometimes I think I should leave him on his own…but then I think Of my family and his family too …what should I do now … its been a year m struggling for my happiness and don’t want to see him drinking because I care for him. I don’t want anything just want him to quit alcohol….
alcoholism damaging relationships 